حن الغريب | مشاري بودريد

When I was young, my father was for me the greatest love I saw and met, even when I grew up, I still believe that I am not anyone's girlfriend, because I am my father's girlfriend.. I used to imagine that life, including a mirror of his, so I thought that all people are like his heart, until I grew up! My beliefs clashed with each other and life dragged me to a place I did not know! I tried to keep up with her next to my father, who always told me: “Be a support for yourself, I am not always yours.” And I was crying so much that I only saw myself after his embrace, so he would wipe my hair, kiss my forehead, and come back to tell me: “Your tears are seen by no one but me, your weakness. This is with your father, but with people? I want to see my daughter the strongest person in existence” and today? With his support and trust, I became the most famous female in the Arab world in the field of fashion, but there is a big void in my heart, although I have everything I would like to own, but I am a female who was bullied a lot because of my fame, I was more harassed, I did not find a man who fears God with a female heart who loves him more than I I see men panting behind the appearance, only the appearance! Everything tells me that life is not where I am, I am not as weak as I do not see myself in life. Everyone who knows me thinks that strength is my source, but what they don't know is that I feel too much!